I'll remain anonymous, safely for the purpose that my confessions aren't always holy.
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I know none of you care, but i just need to let this all out on a blog that no one knows about. I was sober for months, but i recently cut because of someone telling me they didn’t love me back. I feel foolish. I was about to cut again yesterday, but i thought about you guys and remembered why i stopped in the first place. To show you guys i am strong. Thank you for always being in the back of my mind.
Anonymous asked: uhmm you dont even know me, i dont know why you think you can call me a whore and judge me like that....
anyways, I'm on anon cause I don't even have a tumblr I just like looking at blogs, and I used to look at yours regularly. And why the fuck would you hope I died? That's honestly really fucking messed up no wonder you cut, there's something wrong with you. You don't know me. I've TRIED killing myself 4 times. And I know I don't know you either and I was rude, but honestly that's how I feel. I used to pray for your safety, but you're clearly stuck up and not deserving of any sympathy. You think I'm trying to get attention? YOU'RE THE ONE MOPING AROUND fucking feeling sorry for yourself.
I was really angry when i seen that, but do have something wrong with you. You need help. If you think it’s right to go around saying that kind of shit to people in need, then you need some serious help. You’ve tried suicide 4 times, you need real serious help.
Please, go get help, psycho.
Anonymous asked: You wonder why you keep losing followers? Because here you are, wollowing in self pity feeling sorry for yourself. That isn't going to get you anywhere. And you're telling people they can pull through, that it's going to be okay. But listen. YOU can't even pull through, so how can you help others? You haven't made progress you just keep getting sucked back in and it's fucking ridiculous. It's not that hard to go throw the knives away. I did it. You can too. Of course, I'm sorry, and I support your outreach and seeking for help . But clearly this isn't doing it. see a fucking professional before you hurt yourself even more.
OK. Thats it.
I HAVE FUCKIING MADE PROGRESS YOU PIECE OF FUCKING SHIT. HOW THE FUCK WOULD YOU KNOW IF I HAVEN’T POSTED?! THATS WHY I HAVNE’T POSTED. I HAVE A THERAPIST. I AM DOING GOOD. AND YOU KNOW WHAT, SO WHAT IF I DIDNT DO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING. SOME PEOPLE DONT HAVE ANYONE TO SAY “ITS OK” BUT I DID THAT FOR THEM. SO FUCK YOU. I HOPE YOU FUCKING DIE. YEAUP. DIE. DIE. DIE. DIE. DIE. DIE.
IVE BEEN DOING SO FUCKING GOOD AND IM NOT IN THE MOTHER FUCKING MOOD FOR SOMEONE THATS SO SELFISH JUST LIKE YOU.
IT IS REALLY HARD TO THROW KNIVES AWAY. YOU WERE PROBABLY A DUMB WHORE WHO PRETENDED FOR ATTENTION.
YOU’RE ALSO A PUSSY FOR BEING ANONYMOUS. FUCKER.
THIS IS IT. IM DONE
SORRY I DID NOTHING FOR ANY OF YOU.
Do you guys just want me to…reveal myself?
queenofhelll asked: dude it's been two weeks... where are you?
I’ve been sulking in my own pity.
i feel so pathetic.
im so sorry im not on here anymore.
Anonymous asked: Please don't go away for that long again.
Please, please, don't.
I’m so so sorry. Really i am.
mylifelineturnedintothinair asked: I need to cut,I need to cut badly, I gotta see the blood, gotta watch it, gotta make more come out, gotta teach myself a lesson :/ I'm just so angry T__T
I know the feeling, but whatever you are so angry about can be taken care of in other ways. Cutting yourself isnt teaching you a lesson, its taunting yourself. We can get through this together, though.
Anonymous asked: i don't cut so i can feel something, or feel alive.
i cut because when i am hurting emotionally, the physical pain stops me from thinking about the emotional pain and problem in front of me, and then i don't have to deal with it because i'm too busy dealing with the mess i have made of myself.
this doesn't even make sense, whatever.
Honestly, i am doing the same. It’s hard to bring yourself to believe you’re hurting yourself just to hide emotional pain, but you aren’t alone. My heart hurts so much that it just feels better to know theres another pain that hurts more.
That has to stop for both of us. It’ll take some time, but dont worry. It does make sense. Im sure theres 1,000 more people out there that feel the same way we both do. Just hang in there.
Anonymous asked: I was doing so well 2 months without cutting, then the person that means the most to me started telling me stufff she's been keeping in, it broke me, so I relapsed, I'm afraid to tell anyonre because they'll just give up on me.
I wont give up on you. Sometimes thing’s like this happen and you just have to stay strong. Find alternative ways to let anger and stress out instead of a razor and your wrist. This might happen again, but you have to keep it in the back of your mind that you will get better.
There’s this quote by an unknown person and it reads(im not sure if this is the exact quote)
“Everything will be ok in the end. If its not ok, its not the end.”
So everything will be ok, just bare with us all.
queenofhelll asked: but she says she doesn't trust me and stuff... but i mean she doesn't trust anyone. i just don't know how to bring it up to her like "so i was reading your tumblr and i wanna know if you're depressed"
It’s been awhile. Have you recently tried to talk to her?
Don’t direct her like that, Just simply say “i seen your tumblr the other day, you seemed upset. Im here for you if you need me”
